Holidays!

Friday, August 14, 2009

Holidays!

Since I'm having semester break now, my mind always wander off to my future.

Lots of seniors from college have left for the states. That really reminds me how fast time can pass by. Soon, it'll be my turn. Just another 4 more months. 16-18 weeks left. I'm realizing how little time I have in my home here.

The scene of me at KLIA always appear in my mind out of no where. I can imagine all those tears.... That day will come some day, very soon.

Part of me does not want to leave my friends, my family and especially him. Part of me can't wait to be in Buffalo and experience a whole new life in a stranger's place.

Just wanna make full use of every second here. I think I've been neglecting my friends and acquaintances. I'm feeling a bit antisocial. I always feel lazy to say hi and to talk to people. I love to avoid bumping into people in college. Aikz..... I wana go around unnoticed. Is there something wrong with me? Sometimes I just think it's not worth my energy and time to socialize.

I just keep to myself, my hommies and him.