2 down! 2 more to go! Haven't been so stressed since spm maybe? The 2 papers I just had are so difficult. They make me feel dumb. I've tried my best, but I know that's not my best that I can do. I tried.
I miss going out. Haven't been to anywhere except Carrefour and college for 6 days now... Driving me crazy! Had lots of weird dreams lately. Today gotta take my day off. Just going to watch tv, online and watch MU game later! MU versus Inter Milan! Interesting!
下雨天
主唱：南拳媽媽 (梁心頤)
下雨天了 怎麼辦 我好想你
我不敢打給你 我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉
沈默的場景 做你的代替 陪我等雨停
期待讓人越來越沉溺 (疲憊)
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚 一個人好累
怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我 能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼
其實沒有我你分不出哪些差別
結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過 別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉
The lyric reflects what's on my mind beautifully. This song is playing non-stop on my lappie.
Thanks Vinod and Khidir for scaring the shit out of me.
I know you guys are just telling me the truth. Bad timing I guess.
Now I need to focus hard on my lots of tests that are crawling nearer and nearer.
I'm chosen to waste 3 months doing something freaking meaningless.
Waste of my time, waste of money.
They told me if I don't go for it now, I might get blacklisted then I can't work in Malaysia.
I said I wana work in USA. Khidir said it's not in my control.
They're so right. Either 3 months of possible enjoyment or torture, or future unemployment?
Or maybe I just get married with a freaking rich guy. Then problem solved! Haiz...
I'm kinda...stunned right now. I need someone to just be here with me now desperately.
Don't think anybody's willing to be here with me now.
I guess crying it out will help, for now.
I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don't care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuck loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
'Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner
I don't know what’s right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear
'Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear
Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn't matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and it's not my fault it's how I'm programmed to function
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear
'Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I'm killing them all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear
'Cause I'm being taken over by fear
Very interesting lyric. Love it! Love the English accent!
See kee's gone back to Ipoh. So envy! I wana go back to Ipoh too!!!! But... 2 mid term this coming Tuesday and Wednesday! US history and Calculus 2! Both I need to work EXTREMELY hard if I still wana get an A or maybe A- please!!!! Will be staying in the house for this 3 days weekend and kill my brain cells!!!!
Finally I know how to add gadget to my blog! It's so nice now! Teehee!!!
Can't my housemates be a bit more considerate? They are just louder than normal people! I got woke up by their voices a few times! Geeezzz... And now they're quarreling! Again! Silence please....
I was so desperate to add a chatbox at my blog. And finally I know how from the super blur Meow! Thanks anyways! Hehe!
Finally I'm legal now. I said that to almost every person who wished me happy birthday. Now I can show my IC to the bouncers at clubs. I don't need to take Wei's IC anymore! Yeah!! Liao Bao asked me not to go shake ass so much woh!!! We'll see how! Jian called me today! Miss her so much! So much stuff to chat with her, so little time. Aikz! Next time babe! Thanks for those bday wishes that flew all the way from Aussie! Hehe! Thanks for those who remember! Appreciate it so much!
This year bday is somewhat different from any bday I ever had. Bday wishes from a few unexpected people. They were once important to me, but now we barely talk to each other anymore. Still, thanks for wishing me. I was shocked! This year I celebrated twice, with Ipoh friends and my darling!!! Sweeeet... Awesome food, awesome prezzies! Teehee!
I'm 18 now. Sounds so old. Now if I committed a crime, I'll be sent to a jail! *glup* I'm an adult now and gotta start to take on more responsbility I guess. Every birthday I have is a blessing to me! Growing old is an irreplaceable gift to me! So I'm grateful.
My ELMO SHIRT! I have been searching for it for so long and I can't find any! Khidir customized this shirt! Sweet!
That's how these words appear at the back of the shirt. Now everyone will know who's huiyin when I wear this out!
I forced him to put the candles on the cake and to sing me birthday song in Jimmy's way and in his sexy way. Kekeke!
First pic of me as an 18 year old!
He never thought about the fridge factor. No space in my fridge and we asked Tian for help!
Thank you for being with me at 12am!
I'm aging! *gasp*
I always think that he can be on fast food commercial where there's always exaggerate facial expression when the burgers are not really that big and mouth-watering! ILLUSTRATION PURPOSE ONLY!
He specially requested for the candles cuz it's my birthday! Awwww.... *heart melting*
I think his iced peppermint tea is weird and he thinks my super-duper-most-lip-smacking-in the-whole-wide-world-iced-earl grey tea is weird! He has a weird taste! Anyways, the food was great! Pancakes!!!
Favorite dish of the night! Rice in a stone bowl?
There were lots of side dishes. Look at all the plates!!!
Me.... Wishing for happiness, for everyone!
Sweeet... Thanks everyone! Thanks for coming to celebrate my bday! It really means a lot! Thought i'll have a lonely bday... Teehee!Omg! It's almost 12. I want to post a blog on my birthday! But I still haven't transferred any pictures!!! Just a summary first, for now.
Yesterday went out with Ipohrians to a Korean BBQ Restaurant! Very nice! Thanks all Ipoh Babies! Thanks for the prezzie and cake. Heart you guys!
Khidir came around 11 and at 12 he brought me a cake and present for me which he hid them in a friend's house who's staying nearby, like a few houses away from my house. Sweeeeet....
I received a few birthday sms. Brother, mum, dad, high school friends and some unexpected people. Nice....
And today in college, actually there's only one friend from college who knows when's my birthday cuz his is next week. Both of us are Pisces. But he's forgotten! Hmph! So bad!!! His name is Aaron, the Singaporean! Hehe! Then Khidir told one of my friend it's my birthday when she asked him what's his plan today cuz we're supposed to go out today. Then dear Jean wished me Happy Birthday in front of my other friends. So somehow the news spread out and a few more college mates wished me! Thank you thank you!
Dinner at Paddington house of pancakes. It's Khidir's treat! Nice! And I got complimentary pancakes! Teehee!!! Geez! To be continue! *click publish post before it's too late!"
