Lil Trust Killer

Small matters matter a lot.
Small promises represent trust.
People tend to take small matters for granted.
And there is where people lose respect in each other.
What's the fun in playing it safe? I think I'd rather misbehave, my way!

Small matters matter a lot.
Small promises represent trust.
People tend to take small matters for granted.
And there is where people lose respect in each other.
I've been in SS15 for the whole entire week! Just went to pyramid for a while last fri! This's driving me crazy.
Everyday college then back at home and study! Final's next week! What to do!
Lecturers have been forcing lots of stuff into our minds cuz they have to finish the syllabus!!! That's insane! Their job is done when they've finished their lectures! But what about us? We need time to digest! I bet I'm going to vomit physics soon! 3 chapters in 1 week! That's crazy!!! Used to be just 1 or 2 chapters each week! Damn it!
Life's bored for me now. Aikz! I MISS GOING OUT SO MUCH!!!!!
Today when I was deleting my over flooding messages in my inbox, well, most of the messages are from him, I only realized that both of us kept quarreling about the same stuff all over again and again. The content of our messages are all almost the same, repeating the same stuff.
Dumb dumb...both of us......... I hope now I'm stronger and can understand him. Hope he can tolerant with my lil attitude. Hehe. Both of us can be quite harsh and rude when we're mad! Freaky!
Watched ManU playing againts Aston Villa yesterday! Damn cool! Somebody didn't want to watch it at the first place. Luckily I insisted, if not I'll regret cuz it was a very thrilling game to watch! Really can get high blood pressure from watching football games! Good job Ronaldo and not forgetting "Kiko" Macheda! Woooh! He's same age as me! Manchester United is on form again! WoooooHoooo!

Why is it getting harder every time?
I told myself that I have to get use to it.
Cuz it'll be happening more and more frequent.
I can't take all the tears anymore.
"There's always tomorrow."
But who knows? Who really knows there's always tomorrow?
There'll be tomorrow without you soon, very soon.
I don't wana be a crying baby.
I don't wana be your burden.
I don't wana make you feel guilty.
Look closer, it's easy to trace the tracks of my tears.
We were once close...
Closer than you can imagine.
They took my breath away, at least once.
But now, it will be for very different reason.
Suddenly, they stopped talking to me.
They ignored me when I talked to them.
After a few times, I give up, they win.
For whatever reason they did that, I really lost interest to know it anymore now.
It's very hard for me.
It's very hurtful.
I wonder how they feel.
Same as me or I'm just invisible to them now?
I still see them almost everyday.
But never talk. But they wished me on my birthday!!!
I don't know what to do!!!
I always have the urge to just grab them and say "Hey, what's your problem?"
Or maybe sms or msn?
Guess that'll be less awkward.
But I think I never will have the courage to make the first move....
Is there any other way to solve this problem?
It's so outrageous! These people.... Two very different people...
I still LOVE to have them as friends actually and they'll never know.
Dear mucus,
You turn from colorless to yellowish to greenish and now brownish???
Internal bleeding in my nostril.
My nose can't take it anymore!
I just feel like chopping my nose off!!!
Have been sleeping with my tissue box for almost a week. (curang-ing with it)
All the tissue wanton I've made for this past week can be piled up and
Be made into a real size football!
Killing lots of tree, my dear mucus.
When you wana stop disposing off my body?
I don't wana walk around making loud sound when trying to suck you in back and down my throat.
You don't really taste yummy, you know.
Lalalalala....
Dear mucus, please stop being so flowy....
You ain't a river.
You suppose to be just a pond.
Do you hear me, mucus??!?!??!?!?!?!?!
People say I'm the life of the party,
Cuz I make a joke or two.
Although I might be laughing loud and hearty,
Deep inside I'm blue.
So take a good look at my face,
You'll see my smile is out of place.
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
the tracks of my tears.
Outside I'm masquerading,
Inside my hope is fading.
Just a clown,
Since you put me down.
My smile is my make up
I wear since my break up with you.
So take a good look at my face,
You'll see my face is out of place.
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
the tracks of my tears.
I need you.... I need you...... I need you........
Awesomeness! Adam Lambert's The Track of My Tears
When the rain is blowing in your face,
I could offer you a warm embrace.
I could make you happy, make your dreams come true,
I knew there's nothing that I wouldn't do,
Go to the ends of the earth for you,
to make you feel my love.........
http://www.americanidol.com/videos/season_8/performances/kris_allen_to_make_you_feel_my_love
I can cry listening to Kris Allen singing this song..
People puffing cigarettes everywhere I go. Irritating and saddening. Some people I never expected to smoke, disappoint me. They are people I hope to avoid, knowing maybe. Please don't smoke in front of me! I don't wana die so early!
Miss Jerry is right! Some girls smoke because they think guys will think that they're cool if they smoke. I think some dumb guys think so too! Quite true... It's either that or not peer pressure. Bunches of dumb ass!
Glad that finally there's pictures of lungs filled with tar, abortion and lots of ugly yucky effects of smoking on cigarette box in Malaysia now! Should have done it way earlier! Don't think all those smokers can enjoy smoking as much as before, I hope! Have fun killing yourself and your loved ones, cigarettes suckers!