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April's Snow

2011-04-20T05:31:00.003+08:00

This is not me.

I want devotion.
I want obsession.
I want the whole world.

Perception

2011-04-10T14:12:00.004+08:00

I always think that if I have the power to control something,
if I was given the chance to do it right,
And if I fail to get my desired result,
I'm kinda like a failure, a loser.

This has been making me feeling very tense, stressed out in the process of doing that something.
I've been thinking, that's probably, partially cause me to screw it up.
Then, should I just relax and don't think so much about it?
So that there'll be less disappointment, less sleepless night and less emo moment.

Ahhhh... Life's hard. Life's full with choices.
I've grown up a lot, I know. People are telling me that too.
I've changed when I moved to Subang, and now to New York.

In New York, I've learned a lot a lot a lot.
You know, it's true that you never know what's important until you've lost it.
I've lost it and I miss it so much that I often dream about it.
On the other hand, I gain too.
And I'm grateful.

20th

2011-03-25T09:28:00.004+08:00

Adrian gave me a lil celebration at 12am with this yummy Reese's cake and a present. It's a very pretty necklace!

Then we just went out shopping.....

watch movie......

and have dinner at one of my favorite restaurant in Buffalo...

I can't expect much since the people that I want to celebrate my birthday with are not here...

It's ok. I still enjoyed my day!

with him!

2011-03-09T06:33:00.002+08:00

No, I can't give you the things that I don't even have myself.

Sorry, is all I can say.

How I wish I could make you happier.

2011-03-04T12:49:00.003+08:00

当我单向的爱着你的时候, 我只好是太阳, 我依靠我自己的光支撑。等到我终于也被你爱着的时候, 我休息变成月亮, 我依靠你的光, 确认我存在。。。。【康永 ~ 给未知恋人的爱情短信】 ...................... ( 附圖是 Leonid Tishkov 作品 )

Truth is, there's nobody to please but myself.

Reaching for the Stars

2011-03-03T06:37:00.005+08:00

如果你懒得/不想/不会做，让我来！
我非常希望你们这些懒惰虫会自甘堕落，最后会有个失败的人生。

如果你不会欣赏我，没关系！
那只会给我奋斗的力量来证明你小看了我！

人生是有很多的阶段。有好有坏。
但它们最终都会过去的。
每一个阶段都有它的意义，都会有它值得学习的东西。

一天，我一定会抵达那最理想的阶段。

2011-03-02T06:03:00.004+08:00

Have to learn how to deal with rejection better.

There's no end to to-do list. You can only put a pause to it.

Helplessness
Ignorance

I hate it.
You make me feel bad about myself.
Maybe our paths shouldn't have crossed.

Valentine!

2011-02-27T02:58:00.006+08:00

My valentine!

From him:

From me:

and Spongebob Square Pants & Stewie boxers!

These are just pictures we've taken long time ago!

he's so cute.....

Nerd

2010-11-19T11:53:00.004+08:00

Sexiest woman is the smart girl.

Prettiest woman is pregnant woman.

Dumbest woman is when a girl is in love.

Lifeless in Buffalo. I hope I don't whine too much, but I really have nothing else to say, unless you want to hear how bacteria, archaea and eukarya evolve and eventually how homo sapien comes about.

I swear I've never been so hardworking in my whole life. I feel so nerdy................

Summer Concerts

2010-09-27T10:35:00.008+08:00

So.... this place where the concert was going to be held at is freaking far away from our place. It's freaking far if you don't have a car. So we had to go there early. We brought food and picnic.

We actually walked one and a half hour to reach this stupid park.

After lunch, we were tired and bored.

So we slept under the shade. Quite romantic..... Teehee......

It's very embarrassing, we actually walked one and half hour for nothing because the concert's venue was actually at where we got down from the bus.

We learned our lesson and we were lucky to be offered a ride by a ranger from the park to get from the park to the concert's venue.

Emo Look.

Opening act by New Found Glory. Rock band... I don't really fancy them except when they sang rock version of "Kiss Me"

Another opening act by Tegan and Sara! They were freaking awesome!

I'm a new fan of them! Indie Pop!

They are twins!

It was Paramore's concert that we went for.

After 2 and a half hour of opening act, finally PARAMORE appeared!

Hayley Williams!

This was when she sang "Only Exception"

Encore Encore! Every body stomped their feet!

And they came back out. Of course they expected it. Conclusion: Best concert ever!!!

NEXT! BEP!

We were actually late for this and missed T-Pain's opening act!

We only got to watch like one and a half hour concert.

It was more like clubbing with live music. Fergie can't really sing live. How sad.
Conclusion: Not that bad........... But it's Black Eyed Peas!

Third concert is Fall Fest organized by UB's Student Association. So it's free for us, well it's included in our tuition fee, technically not free.

So we got Bruno Mars! He was freaking awesome singing live too! Totally fall in love with him. He sang "Just the way you are" Super romantic song!

We got B.o.B. too. He better stick to rapping. He and Bruno Mars performed "Nothing On You". Every body sang along, of course.

At last, Jason Mraz! He was the main guy of Fall Fest. He was the last performance.

He sounded very great live too! "I'm Yours!" Everybody must know the words to this song!
Conclusion: Second Best Concert Ever!

Summer Vacation to LA

2010-09-10T09:00:00.017+08:00

So Daryl, Alicia and I went to LA in the summer, which was like almost 2 months back now. Met up with Adrian there. After not seeing him for 2 months plus!

First stop, UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!

This is actually quite scary. Scenes from horror movies produced by Universal Studios! There was like made-real dead bodies hanging around. They stink and they are freaking solid!

Animal Show! Very funny! That's an orang utan!

Studio Tour! Freaking awesome! Crazy long line! 75 mins wait! We were on one of those trams.

We got to see some real stunt cars used in movies.

A glimpse of Who Ville. Hard to capture picture on the moving tram la!

Real set of War of the World. Ok, I've never watched the movie before. But it is a real plane shredded just for the movie.

Waterworld. Never watch the movie before too.

The Simpson Ride. A stimulation of a crazy coaster ride!

Awwww.... So loving!

I want......

Shark! *Snap snap*

We made it to all the rides within one day!

Last show! Shrek 4D!

Next day! Hollywood! Madame Tussaud Museum!

Robert Pattinson!

Justin Timberlake!

We put that shade on George Clooney.

Did some funny stuff with all the wax statue.

My fav of ALL!

Dinner at Hard Rock Cafe. All are MOCKtails.

And then Walk of Fame. Which is actually like a few streets long! Thousands of Stars!

Third Day! Long Beach!

Just walked around. Ate Ice Cream. Just can't resist it!

Hang out on the beach. Too cold to swim. So we played cards.

Dinner at Hooters. My favorite: FRIED PICKLES! Must try! And phew luckily the girls at this Hooters were actually HOT!

Up Next! We rented a car, not just any car. A Mustang! Cuz there's no other car left for us to rent. So, we felt posh, especially when we were at Beverly Hills!

Drove all the way up the freaking steep hill with the mustang JUST to take picture with this sign!

Went back to Universal Studios cuz we bought a 2 days pass. Just hang around there and took some pictures. SPONGE BOB!

Frankenstein!

OOOOOOOOO!! Ben and Jerry's!

Here's my favorite flavours! Chocolate Therapy and Mango Mango Sorbet.

Had Japanese for dinner. Freaking authentic sushi!

Kodak Theater. Just passing by..........

Disneyland! Like finally! Have been waiting for this moment like since I know I'm going to US.

Pluto!
Look at that castle. It's actually quite small!

Buzz Lightyear. Yes, I bought the tumbler and yes I didn't use it since then! Hehe......

There was a parade.

Teacups! Colorful Teacups! Alice in Wonderland!

Waited so long to take picture with Mickey and Minnie!

And Goofy!

I want those balloons! They fly and they have light that change colors in them!

Toy Story Lemon Cupcake!

Ended the night with super duper nice fireworks!

Next day, went to Koreatown. Had yummy Korean food.

And tasty Bubble tea! Gosh! Nostalgic!

Last Day, Chinatown. We went to a temple cuz I wanted to bai bai.

Had some Chinese food! I miss this a lot! Siew Yuk! It was so expensive. 1 pound for 8 bucks. But it's worth it.

Last place we went was Hollywood Bowl. Just toured around. Didn't really get to see the stage.

Conclusion for this LA trip----- Awesome!

Only if we didn't oversleep for most of the days there! And only if we have a car!

I definitely want to go back there again! Gotta save money first then!

歌

2010-08-18T03:38:00.003+08:00

有一些歌，非常妙地唱出你的心声。

可能会像盐被撒在你的伤口上，

可能会觉得有一丝的安慰，因为不只是你觉得如此，你不是疯了，是合理的。

可能会让你想起一些事或人，可能你并不想想起的。

很妙吧？

此刻，王力宏的你不知道的事常在我脑海里。

有一些事，收在心里还是讲出来会好一点呢？

讲出来了，可能就失去原来的目的了，然后话也收不回了。

不讲，他永远都不会知道，可能那会好一点或可能不。

到最后，我都会心软的。

这一次，我的心已被锻炼的坚强一点，不会再那么傻。

我已学会你的招术了。

Puppies!

2010-08-02T12:17:00.002+08:00

I want I want I want I want I want I want I want
I want.........................................................................................
Look at those puppy eyes..............................

So grumpy.............. So cute.................................

I want................... Saya mahu........................................

Buggy!

2010-07-22T04:01:00.004+08:00

It's a smiley!

Bed bugs apparently, at least that's what the doctor said.

Thanks a lot buggggggssssss........... Now I have huge red itchy bumps all over my body!

Sexy legs of mine gone!!!!!

FML!

Anyway..... off to Los Angeles for an 8 days vacation tonight!

Anticipation and excitement building up!

Can't believe time passes by so fast!

Either you love it or hate it, it's here, right here right now.

Love or to be loved?

Lasertron!

2010-07-21T10:46:00.008+08:00

Went there early in the morning! 20 bucks unlimited play and soft drinks and pizza for the whole day!

First we played LASERTAG for at least 5 rounds! I suck at it but it was fun nevertheless. Lots of running and shooting!

Second, we played CYBER SPORT! Felt like disabled on that vehicle thingy. It's like Lacrosse except we gonna sit on that thing! Played 3 rounds that day.

Thirdly,GO KART! Which was super fun! Had 5 rounds of go kart! I actually won the first place ONCE! Wuakakaka!

We were invited there by Ananth!

During break from all the fun, we camwhore....

Guys posing like shee shee-ing!

The ladies man!

Alicia's giving Ananth the cock stare! Haha!

I camwhore with Ananth's camera!

Groupie!

Me giving Ananth the cock stare!

Air hockey to end the day!

FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN! Buffalo is not so dead after all!

Midnight walk!

2010-07-21T10:41:00.002+08:00

There's one night............................

It was so warm..................

So all of us went out for a walk..................

Sat in front of the church.....................

And took some pictures........................

Happy peeps!

Plants sticking out of her arse!

Omkar and Alicia trying to do some stunt!

Anish's Birthday!

2010-07-21T10:32:00.003+08:00

Wanted to give him a surprise!

So we gonna hide in the room with no ventilation!

My fave ppl here--- Alicia, Daryl and Ananth!

Chill. Chat. Capture!

Yay! Happy Birthday!

I was honored to whip cream Anish!

He went to wash his face! And then when he came back...............

Ananth caked him! Haha!

Group picture!

Yummy Anish!

Balloon got stuck at the fan! Scary!

Had champagne to end the night!

USA's Independence Day

2010-07-21T10:26:00.004+08:00

July 4! Independence Day!

The most grand firework display in Buffalo!

And they had it at University at Buffalo!

30 minutes! Awesome possum!

Went there with Anish!

Groupie!

Bak Kut Teh!

2010-07-21T10:06:00.007+08:00

Soooo.... we cooked Bah Kut Teh that one weekend!

Rui Jin the Klang boy was the main chef!

Ananth watched World Cup and I chopped the pepper. Ok, we didn't do much cooking!

Alicia and Daryl's product! Yummy Bah Kut Teh! Taste like the real deal!

And we invited our Indian friends who stay across the street over for Bak Kut Teh! They love it!

They look like they're talking to me or something. Actually, it was just for the camera!

Sheka trying to make her bf jealous! Haha!

They wanted to take a picture of them having a serious meeting and Sheka and I just ruin it! Yay!

Anish the sweetheart..........

Ok, no idea what they were doing.

Sheka!
Here's the story, trying to take a pic like the Last Supper. Ananth's the Jesus.

Can't stand no more! Buahahaha!

Ananth: " Sheka, you don't look at Jesus like that!"

I'm the secretary and they're the boss!

After dinner, everybody went back to dress up.

Time for some champagne and vodka before clubbing!

Cheeeeeeers!

At the train station!

Daryl-sunburnt! Anish-hitam manis!

OMKAR! Love to tease him!

Ananth!

Anyways, the club we went sucked....................... I miss Malaysia's clubs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where there's hot girls and guys.......... Where I have my gorgeous Ipoh girls with me!

Weekend with Nawi and Amir!

2010-07-21T09:22:00.016+08:00

Nawi! Using my curler! He was trying to look like Korean!

"Lemme help you boy!"

Amir and Nawi!!!!

Rented a car for the weekend!

Had awesome North Indian food!

Nasi Briyani! Nothing but awesome!

Then went to Niagara Falls, like finally! Hello, I'm studying in freaking Buffalo!

Ran to the Falls just to catch the fireworks!

For Adrian!

Ain't it breathtaking or what?

Zul aka Bobby Melayu!

Gaya ni!

Kacau!

And oh ya it was Amir's 21st! Celebrated at the Falls too! Alicia and I baked Brownie Cupcakes for him! They were delicious!

Hooka aka shisha!

Next day, cherry picking!

Dia sangat miang!

Like Sound of Music!

We actually ate more cherry than we picked! Tasting tasting tasting!

We were invited there by Gordon.

Pariah! Broke the whole branch of the cherry tree!

Had dinner at Red Lobster!

Mine!

Alicia's!

Daryl's!

Nawi's!

Amir's! 3 scoops! Hahaha! His face was like WTF when his food came! And everyone else burst out laughing!

Watched TOY STORY 3! Awesome........... Then grocery shopping at 1.20am!

Amir got us some booze and we called it a night!

Last day, BEAVER ISLAND!

Lan yeng!

Amir and Nawi cooked us Mee Hailam which was awesome!

Amir the photographer!

Cik T!

We had photography session at the park which was super fun!

Amir had the most picture and till now still waiting for him to upload............

South Indian food for dinner!

Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!

Nawi made us PISANG GORENG!

Conclusion: FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Quality time with fellow Malaysians!

Chocolate Therapy

2010-07-12T22:46:00.003+08:00

I don't mind some PDA.

Don't push me away.

Regret is not fun.

It's ending soon.

Rise me up and bring me down.

Getting stronger.

Gosh who needs this?

Chocolate ice cream is love........

Bring me some please!

It looks something like this!

Trust me, it's not like what you think it is.

Chillax la babe!

Shopaholic and Alcoholic

2010-07-01T06:34:00.007+08:00

Cheesecake Factory! Super awesome food! The line for this restaurant is crazy crazy I tell u!

We went at 5pm and still we need to wait for 20 mins for our table!

But it was worth the wait! Look at the interior of the restaurant! Awesome man with the high ceiling!

Salmon with steak! Most awesome steak I've ever have, like seriously!

Salmon and shrimp scampi! Alicia's.

Mahi mahi!!!! Daryl's.

And of course gonna have a slice of cheesecake no matter how stuffed we were!

The original cheesecake!

Chun chun 100 bucks!

I have sin. I shopped. I just can't stop.

After 5 hours of shopping, it's time to party again!

We just went across the street! Joined our Indian friends for drinking session!

Gosh they are so fun when they're tipsy!

Anish!

Kaustubh!

Aishwarya!

Kaustubh is shining like a star with his Addidas shirt!!!

Get what I mean? Superstars!!!!

Budweiser sucks! I can't feel anything even after down-ing 2 cans straight!

The star is here!

Groupie! Except those who were knocked out!

A pathetic attempt to do a cartwheel by Ananth! Hah!

Yay!!!! FUN FUN FUN FUN! Thanks peeps!

Food Diary

2010-07-01T06:28:00.003+08:00

Alicia's freaking yummy meatballs!

Like finally man! Vanilla Cupcake! Success!

Tried my best to decorate the cupcakes. Kinda look like shiat......... Hehe!

And *drum roll* FU CHUK YI MAI! Ok translation, dried bean curd with barley! Awesome possum! Everybody in the house just can't get enough of it!

More food soon! We're awesome cooks!

我和他

2010-06-15T01:44:00.006+08:00

等待着。期待着。日夜颠倒。虽然心里清楚的知道。

可笑的是，假期了，竟然还可以不够睡，竟然还为了他而失眠。

爱上了发呆。他天天都在我脑海里陪着我，陪着我睡着。

相隔那么远，都可以闹翻天。

我，会想要面对，解决。而他，喜欢选择逃避。

我并不想迫到他走投无路，也不需要他为了我而改变自己，但我也不想委屈我自己。

亲爱的，不想再吵架了。哭也哭到累了。

从来都没有谁对或谁错。

代替他，哄自己开心，像傻瓜一样。

唉，尽管如此，他还是赢走了我的心。

就这样被他征服，切断了所有退路。

但，我愿意, 为了他，什么都愿意试。

为了他而疯了。

Saturday Night!

2010-06-14T16:49:00.003+08:00

After kena ffk, we had some drinks at home! Haha! Whisky!

And then whenever I feel down or angry, I'll have ice cream! This time, chocolate mint with whipped cream! ORGASMIC!

My new room btw! I love it a lot! I've tried my best to decorate it!

Brown wall. White window frame. Red curtain. Turquoise full size bed!

My box frame was left by the previous tenant. I took it and covered the ugly color with awesome gold paper!

Colorful lamp. Closet. Drawers.

Table. Chair. Drawer. Notice board. Box fan.

My painted wooden floor sucks. The paint always stick to my feet!
So bought 4 rugs in total.

I love this Twister rug of mine!

And of course a full length mirror!

Curly!

2010-06-14T16:03:00.010+08:00

Bought a curler from CVS for only 3 bucks! I'm one happy kid!

And I gotta say, I love the result!

Gosh! Like finally I can tame my mane.

Blur pic rocks sometimes!

My uncontrollably long growing frizzy locks!

Now I know what to do with it!

My hair looks like Korean!

And I adore it!

But it's only temporary!

Temporary love..............

Ain't that bad huh?

Was supposed to go out actually.

That's why make up and all.

Kena ffk again cuz it was raining. Oh well! I love my curled hair!!!!

I'm a great cook!

2010-06-14T15:48:00.006+08:00

Alicia and I have been cooking a lot lately! Daryl.............helps once in a while!

Fried noodle!

Homemade crispy and healthy chicken nuggets!

Ok, didn't cook this. It's miso soup that I adore lots!

Went to a Japanese restaurant!

Sushi! Yum Yum Yum!

Red bean and Green tea ice cream!

We didn't have a dining table YET. We have one now though. That was how we had our first dinner.

Fried noodle with fried egg and yummy marinated chicken!

See! Our table! Covered with a pretty yellow Dollar Tree plastic cover!

Cabbage with bacon!

Drumstick!

ABC Soup which took almost 4 hours to cook! But it's lovely..... Feels like home!

Salmon steak!

Elbow with Creamy Carbonara sauce!

Had porridge! Salted egg!!!
Century old egg! Yum yum yum!

Preserved bean curd aka FU YU!

Preserved pickle!

Caramel popcorn! Bought those microwave popcorn and add caramel myself! Gosh! This is awesome!!!!

Baked peanut butter cookie. Kinda fail...... But it tastes ok! Trigger the fire alarm again! Haha!

101 Englewood Avenue

2010-06-14T15:30:00.004+08:00

Last night staying at Goodyear. We decided to bake cookies!

There's too much batter, so we have to bake a few trays.

Hence, lots of smoke started to come out from the oven.
Hence, the fire alarm was triggered.

Hence, fire trucks and police cars paid us a visit.
Hence, everybody staying at Goodyear gonna come out from their comfy rooms.
Hence, we are happy that we created a scene right before we left! Haha!
Shhhh........ nobody knows it was us!

I just love this board! It's created for me! Cuz on the first day here, I went to the right when my room is at East!

Finally the long waited day has came! Time to move into our new place, 101 Englewood Avenue!

Rented a car. Daryl drove. He's very pro. No problem with the left hand side driver seat!

It's a very cool car! With lots of function! Best part is, there's moon roof!

Check out our new place! A white house! It's a bit run down n dirty, but it's acceptable........

Went around with the car and bought lots of stuff! Glad that it's done! Long and tiring but fun day! Time to settle down!

Your love is my drug!

2010-06-10T05:37:00.003+08:00

Maybe I need some rehab,
or maybe I just need some sleep.
I got a sick obsession.
I'm seeing it in my dreams.

I'm looking down every alley.
I'm making those desperate calls.
I'm staying up all night hoping.
Hitting my head against the wall.

What you got boy, is hard to find.
I think about it all the time.
I'm all strung out.
My heart is fried.
I just can't get you off my mind.

Because your love, your love, your love is my drug.

My friends think I've gone crazy.
My judgment's getting kinda hazy.
My steeze is gonna get affected,
if I keep it up like a lovesick crackhead!

I don't care what people say.
The rush is worth the price I pay.
I get so high when you're with me.
But crush and crave when you leave.

Is my love your drug?

p.s. Yes this is for you. I've made up mind, I surrender!

Checklist!

2010-05-31T03:13:00.005+08:00

Turn on electricity service for 101 Englewood. CHECKED!

Buy mattress for new room. CHECKED!

Buy flight ticket to LA. CHECKED!

Book cheap hotel for LA. CHECKED!

Set up internet service. CHECKED!

Get into Organic Chemistry class. CHECKED!

Learn how to play tennis. CHECKED!

Shopping. DOUBLE CHECKED!

NEXT UP:

Turn on gas service.

Equip 101 Englewood with appliances and furniture.

Decorate my new room.

Set a proper itinerary for LA trip.

Get IDs.

Get AT&T family plan.

Book flight ticket to go home.

Maybe in the future

2010-05-31T02:08:00.003+08:00

Slightly Rattled by Bethany Marchman

I still feel you on the right side of the bed

Daddy, can I keep him please? by Bethany Marchman

I still feel you in the blankets pulled over my head

Whatever happened to baby carrot? by Bethany Marchman

And I'm gonna wash away

Ballerina by Bethany Marchman

Everything till you come home to me

p.s. it's just a song.

p.p.s. I miss home and I'm jealous of my kor kor!!!!

Beyoncé

2010-05-30T14:29:00.002+08:00

Every night I rush to my bed, with hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you.

Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hand and be my guide?

You're the perfect lullaby.

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare.

Either way I don't wanna wake up from you.

Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true.

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going nowhere.

Baby as long as you're here, I'll be floating on air.

Boy, you're my temporary high.

I wish that when I wake up,

You're there to wrap your arms around me for real

And tell me you'll stay by my side.

Never leave.

My Journey of Becoming a Good Housewife

2010-05-25T04:12:00.003+08:00

Since it's holiday, Alicia and I have plenty of time to go to the supermarket, to prepare, to cook and to wash the dishes.

That's fried bee hoon which tastes awesome!

Croissant which is insanely easy to make! We just bought the dough, spread it on the baking tray, slide it into the oven and TING! Done!

Healthy dinner!

Fried rice which tastes a bit too plain due to lack of ingredient.

Hershey Brownies that I baked. Failed twice and I have to scrap off the burnt part twice! Urgh! I blame the oven...................... I followed the instructions on the box!

Well, put a strawberry and vanilla ice-cream, it tastes awesome! Like seriously!

It was for the birthday boy, Adrian Wong! Happy 19th Birthday!

Dreamer....

2010-05-20T02:17:00.002+08:00

I know I've always been a dreamer.

But never like literally.

Lately, my dreams have been very peculiar, stressful and not enjoyable anymore.

I've been a serious worrier lately. Uni life.

There's a lot on my mind.

I guess that's the reason why I always dream of weird but funny stuff and stuff that I will be doing in real life.

Sleeping is not fun, when you're sleeping alone.

Masak-masak time!

2010-05-15T04:24:00.006+08:00

Alicia is my roomie now. We cannot tahan the food anymore!

So we've decided to start cooking. Yong chyi left some food with us. We're motivated!

Finally, we bought pan, ladle, wooden spatula, KNIFE, bowls, can opener and cooking oil!

And because we don't have a fridge now, we gotta buy vege and meat from the supermarket every time we wanna cook.

Bah kut teh with pork ribs, noodle and egg! Look nice?

Actually it sucks..... the soup..... tasteless.............

I think we need to simmer it for longer than 1 hour. But we were damn hungry.

In the end, the tea bag bocor and the soup finally tastes like real bah kuh teh!

Check out the twins!

Summer Break!

2010-05-15T04:12:00.003+08:00

Finally, I'm done with finals.

Tortured for 1 whole week.

Not just because of the revisions and papers, I've fallen sick two days before my first paper. Urgh!

I officially hate the food here.

I officially miss home a lot.

I officially miss my family and my besties.

The most stressful week ever.

But I'm lucky I have friends who want to take care of me.

I'm lucky that I nailed 2 of my papers, though I screwed up 1.

I'm lucky that I got approved for summer housing before I get to move to my new place.

I was sick for 5 days. So I was starved for 5 days and I lost weight in 5 days.

I don't know how much weight I've lost. But my newly bought skinny jeans is skinny no more.

Lots of people are going back or are back at home by now. Jealous.

But I've chosen to stay here for summer, even before I come to US. That's my decision.

And I shall enjoy and make full use of the time I have here!

But the weather is being a bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And it's so quiet around here that it creeps me out a bit.

Spring is here!

2010-04-27T15:24:00.013+08:00

Have been using my camera a lot lately.

To capture the moment, the beautiful season.

Got this effect simply by using Adrian's shades. His smart idea.

I think I have a thing for flowers! They are just oh-so-pretty.....

Guitar guitar guitar.

White flower! Irresistible.

Purple flower. Can't get a better shot cuz I was too short. Urgh!

He played and syok sendiri for 1 whole hour.

I so need a DSLR!

Pretty, ain't it?

Happy me!

Emo me.

Like Cheery Blossom. Buffalo version.

White tree! Nope, it's not white leaves, it's white flowers.

Look like rose buds.

But rose doesn't grow on tree!

I have a confession.

2010-04-27T15:18:00.002+08:00

I'm a shopaholic. I have a never ending shopping list.

This turtle neck costs me 10 bucks and it's from DKNY. And Levi's Skinny.

$3 top and $20 khakis from GAP.

From Levi's! Love it! Just the right length. Can't wait to wear it, when it's not so cold outside.

The Russian Spectaculars featuring ALICIA SEE!

2010-04-27T15:13:00.002+08:00

It was a Sunday. At Slee Hall. It's UB Symphony Orchestra.

And spot the green shirt girl? She's from Malaysia and she's my babe. It was her debut with the orchestra!

She was great! So proud and happy for her! Keep up dear and build up that confidence! You can do it!

Little Yellow Flowers

2010-04-27T15:02:00.002+08:00

It rained today, this morning.

And after the rain, little yellow flowers pop out from nowhere like mushrooms!

The view is certainly breathtaking!

This is when I wish I have a DSLR!

I scarified my ass crack to get these few shots, cuz I knelt down in my Levi's TOO SUPERLOW SKINNY. and yeah, this field is right next to the road.

Like a star

2010-04-24T00:42:00.002+08:00

Just like a star, an angel and a song.

Your look, indescribable.

Never argue like this before,with anyone but you, and it's blowing out my mind.

It's not a secret anymore, cuz we've been through that before.

I was confused. I was scared. I was in the dark. But now I understand.

I'll never be the same.

I laugh a lot!

2010-04-24T00:40:00.002+08:00

Webcam-ing can be so fun!

Finally, I've found my blood-related buddy!

Under the stars

2010-04-23T23:40:00.004+08:00

Avatar. Under the stars. Outside in the cold. FREE! but COLD! but FREE!

Ok, here's the story of this picture. I was like: " Let's take a picture!" Adrian: "Ok!" *Chik chak* I have a look at the picture, I was surprised by a gorilla.

Me: "Wey, please take a proper picture!" Adrian :"Ok!"

*Smack on the head* Me: " WEYYYYYY!!!! Proper picture first! I'll take crazy picture with you later!" Adrian: "Hahaha, FINE!"

=)

Me: " Let's do dumb face!" Adrian: " Bllllluuuurrrrppppppp!"

Me: " I love this pic! I look cute!" Adrian: " Eeeerrrrr??????"

ANYWAYS, Avatar was super duper awesome!

No wonder people watch it over and over again, even if they have to pay for the ticket!

We were trembling throughout the whole movie...

Sun's out!

2010-04-23T23:17:00.003+08:00

When the sun is out, there are a few things you could do.

First, You could play water guns with your kawan-kawan.

We got free water guns from a carnival!

I think he kena the most! Straight at his face! Zha...........

Next, you could eat ice-cream.

Actually I eat ice-cream even if it's -10 outside.

And then, of course tapao food and eat sitting on the field.

Lastly, wear shorts and leggings!

H-a-p-p-y

Sun Bathing Day!

2010-04-16T14:02:00.007+08:00

Sushi from Korean Express for lunch! It looks good and tastes good too!

Costs me 10 bucks = RM32! Geeezzz... But it was worth it. I'll remember Amir for stealing one piece of mine! Grrrr...

Sun was out. Combination of chilly air and warm sun. Perfect time to sunbath!

It would have sounded crazy to sunbath back in Malaysia, I know. But after 3 months plus practically stuck in cloudy weather, I miss the warmth of the lovely sun! I wana be TANNED hui yin.

*buzz buzz*

It's not Chrysanthemum *how I wish it is* Cuz I miss drinking Chrysanthemum tea. They are just pretty little wild flowers that are blossoming everywhere in Buffalo!

We've not gone crazy. We're just purely enjoying life.

A Walk To Remember. Ok, I gotta thanks Mr. Daryl Quay for spoiling the ending for me. How I wish I could knock my head to the wall and have memory loss. Obviously I can't *I was so near to doing it if Adrian didn't stop me!*

Sunbath again. Same day. Different spot. Converse vs American Eagle!

American Eagle wins! *Cuz it's cheaper! Duh......*

~~S U N~~

Finished my book under the sun!

Don't get fooled by my face. My tears rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably! The book made me cried...so much...

I wasn't wearing my contact. But I wana act cool under the sun. So...yeah....just observe the picture. Hehe!

Sunbath is cool and relaxing!

You've got mail!

2010-04-16T13:58:00.002+08:00

One of the fun things I like about being in US is Online Shopping!

It is just so exciting to open your mail box, and there's mail!

Bought a couple of books and...................* drum roll* BEP concert tickets! Please be jealous of me! I'm going to watch BEP LIVE in Buffalo! *Boom boom pow*

The Adrian to the Yeong!

2010-04-16T13:35:00.010+08:00

Perfect weather on Aprill 11. Sunshine!

Check out my silver eyeliner!

OOPS! Fine... This post shouldn't be about me.

April 11. AYWK turned 20!

20 is a pathetic age actually. And he's not too happy about it.

20. 2 decades old. But still 1 more year to buy booze. So near yet so far. 365 more days man! Hah!

Dear Adrian, sorry, no birthday surprise for you. Cuz we run out of ideas and you know that perfectly well.

Hmmm..... Oh well! We went to Lake Effect Diner for his birthday gathering!

Food wasn't too bad. Dessert was awesome!

PB and J Milkshake! Orgasmic!

Heart-shaped grilled chicken!

It's a trailer. It's a diner!

I have no idea since when both of them are camera shy!

Fried B-A-N-A-N-A Spilt!
Happy Birthday Boy! Happy (Birthday Boy)!

Donuts is his life.

*Search search search*

Found it!

I bet his birthday wish just came true. Abercrombie & Fitch's Fierce. He's been talking about the cologne and abusing our noses with the tester for months!

Group pic. This pic sucks! Urgh!

Prezzie for him from us. I bet he'd have enough donuts for at least that week now. He ate a dozen of donuts all by himself. Please don't get diabetes, Weng Kay! Stop eating my Starburst!

Just for you! SURPRISE!

Happy 20th, hunk!

Walden Galleria!

2010-04-16T13:21:00.007+08:00

Time to shop AGAIN! My INITIAL plan was not to spend a dime, except on bus fare, food and movie ticket. But oh well, you know me.......................... PLAN FAILED!!! *swipe swipe swipe*

It's been a while since I put on make up. Nice weather. Outing. SO it's time to put those darlings to good use!

He looks like ah pek here! I like! *evil laugh*

*after putting on his aviator(to hide those small eyes)* I think we look like superstars here. A miang one and a hardcore one.

SOUTH PARK!
Alicia.YongChyi.Daryl.

Gangsta!

I adore my fringe a lot! Yippee!

Finally get to catch a movie in Buffalo! Alice In Wonderland! Make me miss Alice Tan Yee Ling!

Bombay Sapphire Night!

2010-04-16T13:11:00.004+08:00

Basically, they crashed my tiny lil room and drank Bombay Sapphire and Yong Chyi has gone kuku. I'll just let all the pictures do the talking.

Fyi, that's my shades btw.

Rubik's cube's nerd.

They had fun pillow fighting with each other. I had fun looking at them. Haha! Just love them to the max!

Easter Bunny!

2010-04-06T12:19:00.005+08:00

Happy Easter follks. I'm not Christian, but I joined in the celebration. My mentor, Cristina invited me over for Easter dinner.

Food was freaking awesome! The people there were very nice too! I basically got interviewed by every single one of them. Hehe! And yeah, I got THE question, "Where's Malaysia?"

This is called a Lamb Cake. It's a cake in a shape of lamb. And everybody fights for the head every year for no apparent reason. Ethan won this year!

There was so much food. So much dessert! I was so stuffed!

Had a fun time there. Free Chocolate Easter Bunny! Sweeeeeeeeet....

Thanks for the Starburst!

Basically, I had an awesome week! Done so much and spent so much time hanging out with my friends......
And I'm back to my fitness routine! Swimming and gym! I'M NOT GOING TO GAIN WEIGHT! But I've been eating a lot.... How?

Adventurous Saturday!

2010-04-06T04:02:00.016+08:00

Donuts for the donuts lover.

Alicia's must-go!

I know I'm repeating myself, but the weather is so nice on Saturday that we can't stand staying indoor. So, we went to Buffalo Downtown.

It was very dead. Guess because it's Easter's eve.

This is Adrian Yeong. Getting electrocuted.

Check out that gold globe!

Alicia!

Buildings in Downtown are surprisingly ancient and cool!

I don't look like me here!

Yay! Group picture!

*snap*

Uh oh! Papparazzi spotted!

Papparazzi and subjects!

George Washington's statue!

Had awesome dinner at TGIF.

I love this picture! Sweet....

Food was superb! Different than back at home!

Of course gotta end the night with DESSERT! Brownie Obsession!

Family guy! Khidir would love this!

This is a wall at one of the residence hall. Awesome, right? *DO the D.A.N.C.E.!*

We played monopoly that night! This might sound ridiculous, but it was fun!

Watch movie after that, while having Lays with salsa sauce! Yum!

Spread the love, potato chip!

Lake La Salle

2010-04-06T03:51:00.004+08:00

The weather was so nice that I decided to tapao food and have my lunch by the lake.

See those ducks? They are so adorable. They are everywhere.

Only if I can touch the sky.................

Classic blur face........

Ultraman hair!

I cut his hair too! And I'm so proud! Cuz it's sooooooooooooooooooo nice!

Somebody ought not to RUIN MY PICTURE!

That's more I like it....... My campus is so pretty.

April's Fooooooooool!

2010-04-06T03:29:00.005+08:00

I kena twice this year.

First, from Mr. Abraham. He told me he's coming to Buffalo this summer, to meet up with his brother and me.

Second, my PSY 101 professor said he's going to give us 10 bonus point. That's like extra 10 correct questions for our upcoming test. There's only 40 questions.

Good one guys........

I'm proud to tell ya folks, I cut my own fringe! Inspired by a gorgeous British girl here. Errmmm.. U can just ignore the guy flexing at the back there.

Blur face vs. GORGEOUS PRETTY HOT SEXY hair lady.

The weather was sooooo warm that we can chill outside at night. We---on9, sing songs and play guitar.

He thinks he's some kind of superstar. Zzzzzz.........

Babadei!

I CAN'T believe his eyes are actually bigger than mine, in this picture!

That should be the way! Huiyin = big eyes. Daryl = small eyes!

Camera shy..............

Weather has been awesome since April 1st! Warm like Malaysia! I can't believe I miss the sun!

Alicia is a March baby too!

2010-03-31T17:53:00.007+08:00

March 17th! Alicia's big day!
I think she didn't have a too good day on her birthday eve. SO.... we cheered her up with some surprises.

Blue roses. Sex is free. Chocolate cake! Nice....

From Benefit! Omg, I just love Benefit's stuff. Gotta lay my hand on one of their products real soon!

This one is for Alicia!

And when she thought our surprise is over (which I kinda spoil it). We have Plan B! Whipped cream!!!!!!!

Sorry darl! But we're gotta make it an unforgettable bday for u! Hehe!

To note in this pic: 1. Daryl's head on Kenneth and Adrian Wong's shoulder. 2. Adrian Yeong's gay pose.

Happy 19th!

We went Anchor Bar for her birthday dinner!

Buffalo wings originated from this restaurant!

We ordered 60 wings!!!! Awesomesauce!

The best part is, there's live Jazz performance! Even more awesome!

All of us wore blue, Alicia's fav color!

Had a fun night! Love you Alicia. You've been wonderful! Happy 19th! We r both 19 now! May your dreams come true! I wana get free tickets for your future concerts, k? Muacks!!!

I was in Miami b*tch!

2010-03-31T16:17:00.021+08:00

Off we go! Bye Buffalo---ice land! Escaping for a few days... in exchange for some sun.

Spot the foot print on the wing.

Happy! It's spring break! And congrats to Alicia for winning the competition and a grant! OMG! So geng and yeng!

Had dinner at Chili's in....Georgia I think. I can't believe I have to travel half way round the world to try Chili's.

Food was awesome though!

Dom dom! Liquors! Geeezz... Damn u ppl! They lock that section! This is the fridge at our hotel room!

TV dinner at Big Pink for supper! Yummy!

Sunshine!

My only sunshine!

You make me happy!

When skies are gray!

You'll never know dear,

How much I love you!

Please don't take my sunshine away!

I swear, the water is as blue as it is in this picture here! No joke!

3 of us shared a room. & 3 of us love to camwhore, including Daryl....

I love this look! Purple contact!

Although there's sun, there's lots of wind too.

Nevertheless, we STILL wana wear shorts and flip flop while we were in Miami.

And the water is freeeeeeezing cold............ Still, I swam in the blue blue sea.

Thai food for dinner!

I'm one happy kid as long as I get my tom yum!

Volcano Chicken! Apparently!

Green curry! My fav! You know what, Thai food reminds me of Meow, Wei and Yan! Rmb, Thai Thai Xien Shen! Hahaha!

GT 40... Limited edition car. Looks like a toy car to me though.

DASH! Kardashian's store! It was closed.....too bad..

A secret street that we discovered...........after we failed to get into a club. Too crowded.

Went to Segafredo! Italian cafe.

We were arguing.......... about a picture! Haha!

Cocktail! We FINALLY manage to order cocktail. All thanks to Phillip for not asking us for ID.

Dessert! Chocolate cake!

What a poser!

Love the place.. It's kinda dreamy...

Kena hit on by a guy at Mcd! Teehee!

Hummer! 1 cool fact about Miami is you can spot freaking nice expensive cars everywhere every time you walk on the street.

We went to explore downtown on our last day!

Tengok saja! And take pictures!

Yacht!
Check out that boat! There's old men and hot chicks in bikini in it! Seriously!

Pelicans!

Hard Rock Cafe! Take picture only too! Hehe! Tak ada wang......

Funny...

Alicia!!!

I love helium balloons! I love Elmo! I love Tweety!

NBA stadium!

There was a game! Miami Heat vs eeererr.. some team...

We tak ada ticket, so just lepak outside the arena.

fat fat!

The secret street. Went there on our last night!

Awesome food!

Yesh! I got my tan! I look like Malay here! Teehee! I like!

This pic cracks me up!!!! Sooooooooo funny..

I apologize. We have gone a bit kuku!

Bruce Lee?

End the night with Macchiato.

I don't really LOVE Miami. I just enjoy the company of my friends. I just gotta go back there again when I'M FREAKING 21!!!!!!!!! Then, I'll hold Margarita every where I go, flirting with hotties and have lots more fun.

First Night. For Me. In Buffalo.

2010-03-31T14:04:00.013+08:00

FINALLY, I get to go clubbing in Buffalo on my birthday night. Dress up. Make up.

Club's name= Pure

Love the place, not the music.

Daryl and I helped Alicia to put on her make up. Gorgeous!

Adrian Yeong perasan-ing. His abercrombie & fitch pose!

Looking hot........

Went with my friends from India. They are hot....

Check out that chubby dude at the back! He solo danced the whole freaking night! Damn yeng!

Gossiping.....

Yong Chyi's signature move!!! *point point point*

That's how EVERY SINGLE PERSON there danced, except us....

Weng Kay

Daryl and I!

Yong Chyi's orgasm face! Haha!

"I'm not happy...."

Alicia

Anish!!!!

They were playing trance....techno...all night long.. so we were bored -went upstair - camwhore!

See the crosses on his hands? That indicates that we are underage and we can't buy any alcoholic drinks! Sucks big.............

It's time to chao! Next time, I'll check the music before stepping into any clubs... At least, now we know where and how to find clubs.

PURE SUCKS!!!